so now tgh cuti sem, mula lah aku macam-macam nak buat kat rumah. my tiny little room sudah dikemas dengan jayanya haha. free from dust yeahhh. and semua baju,seluar etc dah dilipat sekemas-kemasnya. baru rasa ringan je mata ni.
pasal final exam haritu oh my. sangat tough yaaa. the list :
BEL311
FAR200
MGT215
MAF220
LAW240
SO YEAHHHH, so tough. aku syak pointer aku mcm menurunn je sem 3 ni? haih I did my best, so now tunggu jelah result nanti. insyaAllah next week nak start kerja sementara cuti ni. nak duduk rumah nanti keje aku membesarkan badan so its better kerja la at least ade lah dapat duit daripada duduk rumah duit tak masuk. student lagi kan. tiba-tiba rasa cepat je time flies. now I'm 19 and next year dah nak habis dah Diploma ni.
and many things happened. MANY. so uh , I have tonnes of new friends I known at my college. and yeah some of them are nice and some of them are not so nice. the silly think about me is I'm kind of naive when it comes to girlfriends stuff. I just being so honest about everything because I'm not fake. I didn't like to be fake and like pretend to be nicee to someone I didn't like. and I kind of trust people so much and too early. that's why I said I'm kind of naive in this matter. not every matter but just in this girl-friendship. so this is my problem. people took advantage on me. BUT I'm not stupid. I can sense out if my girls are not sincere or faking or dishonest with me. maybe a gift? so this one girl I used to trust and love just betrayed me. and it hurts but I moved on and thankful to Allah. He showed to me the other side of this 'innocent look' girl. its a real hard thing to believe that your closest friend at college just did that bad thing to you. but you know what? what goes around comes around. ALWAYS remember that. its okay, I will not take revenge on you. biar Allah yang balas.
now , aku dah nampak dah your true self. hati budi yg aku tak sangka. tak sangka pulak kau buat mcm ni kan. takpe, aku tak rugi apa-apa. I have my true friends here in my hometown. I don't need you. kawan-kawan lama aku jugak yang always by my side. And I have my wonderful family. so, shuh shuh I don't need friend like you.
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Pets :)
newest member of my family : SPIKE (front view)
SPIKE (side view)
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From left, GEBU (female) & her new hubby , SPIKE.
okay I know what you're thinking, dah gemuk and banyak pimples sbb stress dgn final exam!
LASTLY,
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