life is great

1st nov 2009
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okay byla n I went to my boo's home.
15thnov nie parents boo na g haji.
so ade knduri la.
yasiin tahlil sumeeeeee.
agak terkejot krna raaaaaaaaamaiiii sgt macek2 n pacek2 di sane.
Boo sye sgt bz la.
So aku pon borak pnye borak gossip pny gossip ngn byla.
Ahahhaha
Arrived there at 11.30am n left there at 3pm.
His parents are cute taw!sweet je.sukesuke.
So end about this kenduri thingy.

meet nabilah binti azman.
with byla at tv's room.perhatikan bdk kcik 2 org tuu.pelik tgk ktorg set timer kt camera spai 10 shots,HAHA.dorg pelik jooo.
byla again.

photographer:AMIR FARHAN my boo



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3rdnov2009
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Last day at osman buyong’s class.
Oh god speeches yg mereka bg sgt2 menyentuh prasaan cob/
Epy,kasyi,azhar,zafira,n maya bagi speech dorg.
Fizo pulak bace doa.
Bak kate zafira,the best tuition kn kt cob?
Yea btol2.cob unique okay.
Esh dah2.
So here are some pics.

miss nadnod -my bff meet fiqa ,she's cute kn.
shana, izzah , izyan snapped by maizuraa pz.meet byla n sofia rkn tuisyen ob.fiqa sarjen bz texting.
meet amira husna/maya.she's beautiful.i swear!
cikgu osman buyong.aku npk gemok pkai bju ni.
bersama cob

erica je yg pndg ke arah cameraku

havoc2

fizo n epy n abg faizal

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sekolah amat membosankan tanpa rakan-rakan.

we went to lib konon nak blaja.

bantai tegolak-golak .

cik yana n dot tdo.

adoihh.

aku ade bukti taw.dot mmg tdo!

aku tataw la ape keje asip ni

aku bajet jo

yana n asip cm cpl doe!ahah

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4thnov2009

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majlis redah ilmu ariini.

plus i met farah n make things better.

finally sudah berbaek dgn farah!yeaaaa!

i'm not gonna tell all about it here lah kan.

but yg pling pnting,we are frens now!

i rily missed her okay.

lidah masing2 terbeku bile dh duduk bersame.

suddenly,without any words from her,she hugs me!n said, "farah rndu shana".

air mate berjurai klua menitik-nitik bak air hujan renyai2.

apo ni shana?ayat kaw plak.

but yea rse lapang je taw afta i talked to her.

sdar ta sdar hampir 3 jam kot aku berbicara dari hati ke hati dgn farah.

rse mcm 10minit je taw.

rndu sgt kt farah.

but the good thing is,kami dh baek.

i'm hoping the best for future life.

gmbar ngn farah dlm camera nad!aku nak!

rkn sgt disayangi


macha at speaker's corner.akhirnye macha luahkn jgk cte sbnr kn?haha

macha n ucop

apo la yg korg tgk tu motive pls?

nad smgt spai yana jd mngse.

nad,jgn la marah! majlis redha ilmu.

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5thnov2009

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tepat jam 9pg,cik yana sudah menelefonku krn aku pesan soh kejotkn aku.ahah

grk from umah kul 9:40am.

mmndgkn nad tak reply msg,kmi brgrk tnpa menoleh ke blkg(apo ni?).

spai je kt lib macah pilah n sendat suda setia menanti.

saw erica n shafara there.

n kerol too.

soon afta that,tbe2 bed,belalang,rais,thariq spai.

cerita yg menarek,pntu kete BMW thariq terkopak akibat kegilaan penumpang.

aku tataw cmne nak trgkn.

tp pntu kete dye dh boleh bkk spai 90darjah bak kate pilah.

bengong btool lah dorg.

asip pula tiba stlh kua from skola.

dye dh minx izin abah dye taw nak fly.

bagos ank abah.

taade ppe yg best.

bese je sumee.

fokus la konon!haha

wajib snapping2 pic.

pilah && me

smgt dgar lgu IRWANsyah.hoho

leka tgk pilah

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as usual,he's cute i'm ugly


sdg horny!hoho.

cry?

tidak faham dgn situasi ini.
runsing.
bingung.
sedih.
perit.


keperitan di hati ini tidak dapat dibendung lagi.
keperitan di hati kecilku ini masih segar.

diriku sering ketepikan perasaan ku yg hampa & pilu kadang2.

mengapa aku pntingkan hati org laen?

demi persahabatan & mengelakkan kemasaman muka.

tetapi siape boleh tahan selama-lamanya?

biar aku saja yg fhm.

aku tidak menjual kisah hidupku kpd org ramai.

tetapi aku meminjamkannya kpd org yg ku sayangi & ku cayai.

tuduh,fitnah.

aku tidak kesah.

hati ku?

aku saja yg jaga.

never felt this way before.
what'd i do wrong?
i dont' blame no body.


idk what is happening.
people doesn't care much abt me.
yeaaa,it started this year.
EVERYone in my life.
frens,lover,fmly.ALL.



seriously diriku tidak diperlukan lagi oleh anda sekalian.
terima kasih.thank you.merci.arigato gozaimasu.





what is this?

rayaaaaaaaa!

see this photo?tired!

ok mmg dh lme gle ta update blog.

sooo,now na dkt rye.

mcm2 aku wt kt umah.

kms rumah,cat,wt kueh.

list of cookies mama n i made:

tart nenas

semprit bunge

glacy cookies

choc chips cookies

sate balang i gave to my BOO td!

n guess what?

mama dye ckp "pandai mentua wat kueh"

i was like "btol ke mama u ckp cmtuu?"

then,my boo ckp,btol.

hehehehehe..so happy!

my room dh cat color laen.

tade la lawa mne pon nad.

for the tyme being,umah sasaran tyme rye ini:

cikgu roshita's

cikgu azmiah's

teacher aloma's

amir farhan's

tasha's & s.afizan's

ini je yg dh jmpt aku,

yg len,ble nk jmpt?

ahahhaha.ta pya jmpt pon tape.

nnti aku gemok je asek makan makan makan makan.

LOL ;p

tp skg sua n baju cm dh longgar jeeee (perasan kot)

maybe puase je kot.

afta raye abes la aku melantak kt umah sume org HAHAHA.

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nak flashback boley?

i love my boo!

hehe,tyme bru knl,malu-malu je msing2 kn b?

aiyo aiyo angau la cte psl nieeee.

taknak la cte.

bia dlm hati kecilku ini sje.

act,tataw na post apeee.

tah npe tade idea nk post apee.

kalo ta tuuu,bnyk je idea an.

ok wtv laa.

FARSHA FOREVER,ETERNALLY

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this photo was taken on 15th sept 2009.

i went to KL for shopping!

ahahhaa,nothing special.

shopping,tkkn org tataw cmne kn?

kaki saket,pinggang saket,lutut lenguh.

LOL ;p

i wish i had more money.

cm na bli jeaaaa sume baju kt kdai tu,

kt sg wang la my fav.

ROMP is my fav laaaaaaaaaa.

3 bju kot bli aritu kt romp.

1 jean la.

ape aku merepek ni?

adoi,tomorrow na blek kmpg at sabak bernam.

taw kt mne?dkt ngn perak kot.

aku pon ta sure HAHA

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oh yea td tssyn osman.

ade exam,susah ohhhh!

me n fiqa bincang2,

psssstttt kantoi plak ;p

then,gossiping la kan ktorg.

mcm2 lg nk di luahkn kt ko doeee.

nnt2 eh fiqa?ehhehe

ni kucing kt mne tah.

kt rumah kdai laaa.

comel sgt,sje la snpa pic dye.

org kte if kte snap pic binatang,dye akn mati eh?

pelik kn?

aku tataw la na cye ke takk.

LOL ;p

okay,stop merepek.

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segala ucapan sempena hari raya:

kpd mama n papa n siblings,

pagi raye nnti la shana berucap.

private2. hehe

kpd NAD SAL YANA ASIP IZYAN

di sini,saya Mas Diana ingin mengucapkan slmt hari raya aidilfitri.

aku nak minx maaf if aku wt slh.

aku ni kn jnis yg straight forward kan.

maybe aku terkasar bhse spai wt korg trase.

soorrrrry sgt2.

if aku wt slh,btulkn la aku.

tego la aku yeeee whai rakannn.

maybe aku bkn kwn yg baek tp hari2 aku try utk jd yg baek for korg tawwww.

aku syg korg sgt2.

kalo korg tade,mcm ne la idup aku kn?

thx cz always support aku.

hapy kn aku n most important thing,ikhlas kwn ngn aku.

sorrryyy if aku ade wt slh k?

btw,aku maafkn sume slh silap korg kt aku if adeee.

syg korg lahhh!

kpd AMIR FARHAN a.k.a my boo,

b,slmt hari rayeeeeeeeeeee!

i minx maaf sgt2 cz i bnyk mengade-ngade ngn u.

gdoh sume sume.

sorry sayang,

kite sme2 wt farsha forever k?

i love youuu,u know that kn?

i bnyk wt slh kt uuu.

i'm so sorrry.

i try jd yg trbaek k?

b pon okay?

sayanggg u sangat ;p

kpd RAKAN-RAKAN LAIN,

shana minx maaf if ade wt slh n slap.

espc kt blog nie.

if ade terkutuk ke,sorryy.

im just a normal human being.

never runs from mistakes kan.

i'll be away from blogging for long long tyme maybeee.

sooo,slmt hari rayeeeeeee!

syg korg jgk! ;)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.

Love,

Shanarism

When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me,
I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby



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yeah i admit this year mcm2 probs i faced in relationship.
mkin bnyk prob,mkin pening pale.

but thank god,FARSHA keep getting stronger.

now,i rily love my boo n serious i tkde selera nk laki laen.

i mean,mmg dh tkde pasaan kt other guy.

ape yg aku cube ckp ni?

oh yeaaaa,i'm happy with him!

busy.

ta dpt blogging cm dlu.

nad,jgn trase k.

aku juz nk cte psl life aku.

soooo,hope u dun mind k?

dun wory,u'll find one someday.

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the other day,my fmly n I celeb my belated bday at Kensington kot nme kdai tu.

western la at era walk.

best la jugakkk food dye.

and mama blikn cake scrt recipe.

yummmy ^^

best gile okay ;p

and then,blek umah mkn lagiii.

mama kte aku dh kurus.

yea mmg sluar sume dh longgar gilaaa.

but bhgian2 laen mkin brtmbh lemak.

mlm2 aku akn mkn :-

-roti bakar letak PLANTA bnyk2 (lemak woiiii) plus kaya.

-telur mate dgn baked bean dgn MAYONIS n sos.

-harshbrown

-kdg2 pegy MCD bli burger!OMG?mmg gomok.

-mkn nasik jugaaa

grrrrr!

tgk title entry aku kali nie.
npk sgt tgh gram marah n busy.
ta puas ati.
ta dpt na wt ppe.
bru on,dh kne off.
tade mood for blogging today.
esok aku update.
and the entry tommorow is gonna be sooooooooo long okay

dadaaa

na promote nie.
this cuteeeee thing was given by kak ecah which is my bro's gf.
cute kn?kn?
act,mmg shana dh lameeeeeeeeeee sgt nak bntl nie!
thx to youuuuuuuuuu kak ecah! sygggg u ;p







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yeaaaa,mmg dh lme ta update blog.

the reason is,mls n internet cm bangang.





okay today,daniel(adik kcik aku) kne msuk operation theater coz nk cabut 8 btg gigi.
sian gileee taw.bleeding sume.
dye kne pengsan coz he's a special kid.
he's down syndrome,soo doc takot nak cabut tyme dye sdar coz skali cabut 8 btg okayy.
kite yg dh besar ni pon ta thn skit.
i penah cabut 2 gigi skali gus pon dah denyut gle.
he's just 8 years.mane tak skit ann.





so this is Muhammad Daniel.
look at his face.
mcm nak nges je i tgk kt wad td.
he's in pain.
now,dye dh leh mnum air n mam bubur.
he's sleeping ryte now










okay done about daniel.
td my boo went to my house.
nak pnjm drill.
heeee,kejap je jmpe,2minit je kut.
dye rush nak g tsyn.
ish pon jmpe dye skali.
n my parents pon skg cm okayyy jeee.
cm restu laaaa.my abgs pon okay.
heee,he's a good guy.
bkn nak menunjuk but it shows la ble dh knl dye lame kann.
heeee, i love you syg ;p









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bile kite ade prob ngn org yg dkt ngn kite,afta dh baek blek,is it relationship tu more closer or trus renggang?
some incident happened la act.
eventhough it is a major prob,but i rily think that it would make relationship better.
if someone tells their stories n feelings to u,u'll eventually know how is their characters .am i ryte?
hmm,diri ini sgt jealous tgk others.
ade parents yg sering mesra,peluk,cium ank masing2.
walaupun pegi pasar ke,mall ke,kt umah ke,kt mne2 laaa.
they're laughing,hugging,holding hands and sgt2 mesra taw.
this is about famliy relationship laa.
i really want my fmly to be like that someday.
idk when,but i want it someday.
bkn la my fmly ni bnyk prob pon.
but,ta bpe close laaaa.
close tu close la but so-so.











eh,ape aku merepek ni?
hehe,saje nk luahkn feelings.
ta slh kn?
i'm not a detail person when i met someone new la.
i can be a nice gurl but i need tyme to get close.
sng citee,aku leh rpt n syg org tu ble dh lme knl.
tkkn laaa jmpe2,dh trus syg kan.
i rily love to have frens.
especially gurl frens.
but maybe character aku yg ta reti na begaul ni yg wt org susa na phm aku.
tataw la npe,ble jmpe someone new,rse cm segan n blurrrrr gle.
tataw na ckp apeee. aishhhh ;(









i need communication skill laaa.
ahahhahaha,huhhhh.
soo nk off laa.



byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

minggu penuh keseronokan?

is it too much?HAHA,who cares?

okay peeps,on the 1st sept 2009,I AM 17!
yeaaaayyy,da matang,leh amek lesen!ahahhaha

i got my bday wishes from these ppl.yg aku ingt laah ;p

1st-sal

2nd-dot
3rd-asip

4th-yana&azrull

5th-amir farhan

6th-nad&nua

7th-izyan

8th-ecah

9th-ilyana

10th-mama
11th-papa

12th-wan

13th-naim
14th-dat
15th-mirul

16th-mai

17th-shin chan

18yh-aishah

19yh-anys

20th-syafiqah

21st-bang e

22nd-bang mie

23rd-ucu n cikna

24th-zalix

25th-apic

idk whether the sequence is ryte.

thx btw ! ;)

okay,aku dpt 2 je present for the time being.

kan trial week,soooo rmai yg ta kua kan.

sian akuuuuuuu ;(

nad n izyan org yg gave me present on the day itself taw!

seriously,i loveeeee the gift~
thx to nad n izyan.

iloveyou laaahhh!

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okay soo today paper additional maths I & II.

mmg fail kot nnti.

susah nak mati wehh.

mlm smlm mama tnye ''esok paper ape?"

shana jwb "add math......"

and she reply "oh,patot lah shana relax jeeee.add math rpenye"

so,mama cm phm laaaa addmath tu subj plg susa.

tkde aa aku tkot sgt kalo fail.

ahahhaahah jahat tol.

4hrs before pper II,shana,nad n yana lepak-ing kat pondok kgv yg indah tuuuu.HAHAA?

and then tataw knpe cik nadnod nie asek kantoi suare n wt bnde yg menggeletek isi perut aku.

masuk air kot?

aku terguling2 kt bwh meje gelak.

dh la puaseeeee,masok je byk angin!

nad ni jgk sukeeee sgt kt abg form 6 sorg tu.

nickname she made for him is BB.

stands for botak boy.

yeaa,dlu dye botak,now dh ade rmbut,

makin hensem kan nad?kembang lah tuuu!
msti ko tgh senyum smpai merah2 muke aw cm td kn?

HAHAHAA,ade CCTV kt tepi kaw tuuu,

i can see your face!

i officially became a paparazi today.

okay nad,ko nkk sgt pic dye kn?

amek nieeee!

but he's with another girl laaaa.

tak sdih kaah? ;(

act,BB ni jd penawar sadness kaw.

perasan tak?

ble kaw tgk dye,muke kaw berubah.

senyum spai telinge n akn menjerit spt anjing chihuahua.

kan kan?

yana asip ucop msti setuju abes!

okayy,enuf about BB.

asip plak ade prob.

ohh,aritu kate cuti skolah penuh dgn happiness?

ape sudah jd now?

ok asip,aku phm lah ape yg ko rse.

ko jgn la trlmpau syg pmpn tuuu.

mcm la tkde pmpn laen kn?

nnti klu dye wt taek,ko jgk yg nges kan kan?

bak kate nad,manusie leh berubahh.

okay nad,i'm so sorry about what happened.

aku tkkn wt kaw cmtu n tkkn tgglkn kaw k?

u don't want anything happened b4 this to happen again kn?

phm tak?we've been through tonnes of sadness,happiness, and evrything.

you CAN make it!

aku tlg kaw okkk?

i'll do anything to make ur days n nights full with happiness.

kte penah jnji tyme 4 org dlu ingt tk?
well i think,kte mseh pegang pd jnji kte kn?

aku tknk ape yg jd kt kite n kaw n aku gonna repeat again.

taknak taknak.

we can get through it!

KEEP HOLDING ON.

i love my frens with all my hearts.

i don't want to get hurt and

i don't want to hurt ppl.

let's have some fun and make our days full with smile n laughter!

i love youuuuu ;)